Chapter 45

• MANUEL'S POV
• It was unexpected. This was all crazy. What the fuck had I done? She was a bloody virgin!! How could I be her first?!! I looked over at her naked body snuggled into mine in the middle of the morning, and that was when the whole daze cleared off my eyes. What the hell had I done? This was... this was a mistake. Horrible mistake! Fuck! I carefully detangled her naked body from mine, and stood up from the floor. I looked around for my clothing and I saw them piece by piece, lying at different angles of the hut. Last night had been crazy, no doubt. With a sigh, I made for my clothes and put them on. Where was my phone now? Looking towards the table where the candle cup that had almost burned out sat, I saw my phone just beside it.
• 4:47am. It was already close to dawn. I made to walk out of the hut, but found it difficult to move my limbs. Fuck! My eyes directed its way back to her sleeping figure, and I felt that pang in my chest. Christ! I hated being in such compromising situations. Now I was, and I couldn't help but pity myself. How was I going to deal with it now? The last thing I had in mind was to disvirgin a girl. I looked at her again and muttered an 'I'm sorry'. To be honest, I was. I didn't know what she was gonna think of me after waking up, but I just knew I couldn't remain here with her for a minute more. Finally building up some courage, I got moving and walked out of the hut. I literally ran all the way back to the beach house and when I got to my room, a sudden chill kissed my skin, making goosebumps appear all over my body. This was new. I never got so anxious to the extent of having goosebumps on my skin. Well to be honest, disvirgining a girl was new to me as well. All my life, I had never been with a virgin. All of a sudden, I thought of her and I wondered how cold she must be probably feeling now, laying on that cold and dirty floor all alone.