Chapter 57
- “I would have done the same thing that you did, to trust my friend and follow her to the end”
- “She was just laughing behind my back because she drugged by drink under the instruction of Mathew Logan and took me to a room and he slept with me. Can you imagine how shocked I was when I came to the realization of what had just happened? The man was just calm and told me that now I belong to him and I should do what is right for the both of us. “
- “What he meant was that, I have to stay as his mistress or his second wife whichever he didn’t care as long as I didn’t leave him. He had destroyed me and took my first time and I knew that no any other man would want to be with a person who has already been deflowered. Back then it was stricter than nowadays and men took it very serious. When they discovered that you are not a virgin they will start to think the worst about you and therefore I was condemned.”