Chapter 14

• JAKOB'S POV
• The last thing I expected was having my dork roommate occupy my thoughts as Lennon sits on my lap. Why can't I stop thinking about him? With his long blonde hair and dorky glasses and beautiful brown eyes. I tell myself the reason why I'm always thinking about him is because I'm obsessed with blonde women, and he's nearly feminine. With his pointed nose, high cheekbones, he's not that tall, definitely five feet nine or ten inches. Plump pink lips, full — oh God, I sound so gay right now. What's the right way to appraise your roommate who's a guy without sounding gay and almost obsessed.
• This is scary. Thinking about him and his beautiful smile is scary. And I hate that it annoys me he's so close with that faggot, Landon. I hate that I can't look away when Landon has his arm around him or touching him slightly. I hate that they are so close and maybe even secretly dating. What's so special about Landon that he can't just stay away from that slutty fag?