Chapter 88 Running Away From Home

• I think this is my fate. That night I was raped by my beloved husband. Even though I was so happy that it happened anyway.
• The next day, I woke up and looked at Sebastian, he was still sleeping naked. I scrambled out of bed in pain. I could still feel the pain in my body and also felt weak. I couldn’t go to the kitchen to prepare breakfast instead I stood up and moved to bathroom. I had tried very hard but just could not wash the sexual marks off my body. My eyes turned red with anger. My most precious virgin. Even though I fell for it last night. I know I loved it But I was raped. How could I even explained myself? What if he woke up and denial it? What if he said let’s forget that it didn’t happen at all? What if he started using it against me? What if? I sighed. I started imagine thinks. What will happen if he woke and see the mess on his bed? I know he said that I shouldn’t cross the line but he was the one to cross it. I tried to stop but he didn’t even listen.
• After some times of being in bathroom, I went back to room to put on a dress. Then I saw Sebastian already rolling on bed. I guess his awake. I couldn’t look at him or say good morning. Instead I pretended as if I didn’t know he has been waking up. I heard him groaned. I expect him to see what he has caused and scream so I could tell him everything. Instead he yelled out my name. “Jasmine!!” What? What happened? Why did he call my name as if I’m the one that started it. “Yes!” I said as I faced him. “What happen here?” He asked with curiosity. I smiled and said. “When you-“ He didn’t even allow me to say anything further. “How can you stoop so low. Is this how cheap you are? Why don’t you stop me? And you allowed this to happen. Huh! Why? I know I shouldn't have allow you to sleep in my room. I should have allow you to stay in your room and rotten there forever. You this cheap woman!! Why do you like taking advantage of me? Why? I should have see this coming but I didn’t take caution. Hey! Just take care of all this mess!!!” I just stood speechless and heartbroken. I don’t know what to do. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I was sober. I thought we had something strong for each other that night? I thought he wanted to do it since I stopped and he didn’t listen to me. Is this all he could say? After all the pain he had left in my body? I couldn’t control my tears as it started dripping down my cheeks. Why me? I was still lost in my thoughts as he stood up and pushed me away with his right shoulder and went to the bathroom.