Chapter 47 The play boy

• “No reason. I know you fell for it!! You are not beautiful for me I don’t see you as beautiful woman. You are not my spec. I have my life to enjoy, I don’t love any one.” I felt embarrassed and shook my head in shame. I thought he has changed. I thought he was only a rude jerk but now a terrible playboy who plays with people's heart. I felt like crying.
• But controlled myself and pretended I didn’t hear him saying that to me. I looked down at myself and realized that I was still in my pajama, holding a blanket around me. I sighed and walked around the isle, leaving him alone on the table without a word. I went upstairs and decided to wear a simple outfit. Since I’m not going to work as well. 
• I remembered what he said and that made me feel bad and ashamed  of myself. I looked around to see where I could hide. Tears blurred my vision an I blinked them away furiously. I knocked my door at the back. I collapsed into the bed and buried my face into my hands. I thought things had started to get better but I was wrong. I thought he has changed but he knows how to play with someone's heart. How could he? How could he hurt me every time? When we watched movies together, I thought he had changed but No.