Chapter 95

• "Juliette, if it's for me, I'll leave. I... I'll disappear from France, I swear to you," he pleads desperately. "But the last thing I want is for you to feel like I've ruined your life. You can't imagine how much I hate myself, I'm disgusted with myself because I know I'm the worst piece of shit on this planet and I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you."
• "No matter what you do or say, I'm not coming back."
• "Darling, I know you have your life there and you really don't want to be here," he says, and a sob escapes me at the sincerity of his words. "Just tell me you want to come back and I'll leave, I promise I won't look for you or bother you again."