Chapter 190

• Shina shook her head vigorously, "Mummy, I am okay knowing that I have a father, maybe someday when I grow up and become big he will come for me. I don't want you doing things you are not supposed to do because of me. I want to be loved willingly, not by force," She said with shaking lips. Bianca stared at her daughter as tears welled up in her eyes. She has gone too deep to stop now. Her daughter deserved to be here because that was where she belonged.
• "You don't need to worry about that, definitely everyone will come to terms that you are the great-granddaughter of Bleak and will love you equally. You don't have to worry yourself, my darling, because I know your Daddy loves you so much. I want your daddy and me to be there for you. That's what I'm fighting for.
• How will you feel for someone else's to bear a sister or a brother for you instead of me? Don't you think your Daddy will love that person more and I don't want that for you. I know I made mistakes in the past, I didn't think in the past but right now I know what I want for you. I want the best for you and that's what I am fighting for. I am not doing anything bad, alright? Stop beating yourself up and eat your breakfast. You have been staring at it for so long," Bianca explained to her daughter with the hope that she will understand and stop talking about going home, as far as she was concerned, there was the only legal home Shina has got. She kissed Shina's cheeks and left the room.