Chapter 37

• Dante
• I see red and feel these intense urges to hurt her, to make her suffer. She brings out the worst in me. I come wanting to have some sort of truce with her, but she throws it out the window in seconds every time.
• The fault is mine for wanting something more than just a convenience arrangement as we agreed from the beginning. Although the children were not planned, I thought I would feel total rejection towards them when I found out about her pregnancy. At first, I said mean things to her and I regret it so much now. I will never have enough time in this life to ask for forgiveness for what I did. As the months passed, I came to terms with the idea of becoming a father and it felt so good.