Chapter 22 Lola

• Awww Manuel is the sweetest, I can see he is anxious, nervous to have me here. Lilah had told me he was not very confident around women, plus Gabe had teased about me being gentle with him. Yet I look at him, he is big, tall and a muscly, strong warrior, handsome and covered in tattoos, I seriously do not understand why he would not be confident, he is gorgeous. I imagine he has had she-wolves queuing up for him, yet the moon goddess had decided he would be mine. I find his uncertainty and nerves quite endearing to be honest…
• Trying to kiss him to reassure him is difficult when he is a fricking giant! I aimed for his cheek and pretty much got his chin! But it meant he lifted me up, I decided to go out of my comfort zone and do what I had seen Esme do earlier and wrap my legs around his waist to allow us to kiss properly and wow, had I been rewarded for being brave!
• The kiss was amazing! See he may be nervous, but I am just as nervous…. I do not have much experience around men, other than family, the majority of men in our pack are narcissistic dicks, that is one of the reasons Esme and I say so often about running away. But it seems the Moon Goddess has arranged a way out for us…