Chapter 49 Finally Freedom

• I part my legs wider, allowing him to settle between them. Ivan pulls back and looks me in the eyes. He licks his fingers and moves them between us. Without warning, he’s pushing into me, causing my back to arch. When Ivan drives completely inside of me, he stops, and I let my body adjust to the intrusion. I slightly nod my head, and Ivan starts to move his lower body. Every push into me makes me moan out in pleasure. It’s been a long time, but I know I’ve never felt pleasure on this level.
• I look down at where our bodies are joined in an attempt to see him pull out and push into me. His hand grips my neck, forcing my face back upward. Ivan’s hands tighten as his pace quickens, and his body slams into mine with more force. I place my hand on his, caressing his skin. He’s choking me, but not to a degree that I can’t breathe. I never thought much about things like this, if I would like it. So far, my body responds by my core getting wetter and wetter. I slide my hand up his arm and grab onto his shoulder. I wrap a leg around his waist, letting my heel touch his behind. I use my lower body to slam into his so we are both moving against each other. His name falls out of my mouth with each breath I let out.
• “Ḫibti…..Ḫibti do you accept me?” The way Ivan moans his name for me has me floating. “Do you want me, Ḫibti? Do you want me for always?” I open my eyes, and his red ones are locked on, peering into my soul. Do I want Ivan for always? Do I want to be his forever? I feel my head move up and down. “Words, Ḫibti. I need to hear the words come out of your mouth.” I close my eyes, loving the way he feels moving in and out of me. I slowly open my eyes, and a smile forms on my face.