Chapter 301 Survive

If he does know something does it change anything? Does this make him bad? I shake my head. I’m already trying to find differences in this Ethan and the one of the past, but I couldn’t do the same for Shane. Everything that I’ve seen of Ethan, and every moment that we’ve shared together shows and tells me that he isn’t the same as the man from my dream. Is that because he’s had life after life of happiness to mold him into this new person?
Another pang of guilt hits me as I think of Shane. He’s there, always there it seems in the back of my mind. He’s had life after life, century after century, alone in the darkness. Unloved and mateless.
Before I had the dream, I had wondered if things could have been different between the two of us. And now that I’ve seen our first life together, I know that it can be, which makes it so hard because it could have been. It could have been if not for…