Chapter 80 ♥ 2 ♥ (Part One)

• Life taught me to be a son of a bitch and not to rely on anyone.
• I had never really felt anything for the people around me, even before what happened with my mother. I wasn't a fun and smiling kid, I didn't think about others, and I certainly wasn't interested in anyone other than myself.
• When Carish was born, the attention was more on her than on me, and in a way, I appreciated it. My father always wanted to be close to me, sleeping with me, giving me kisses, and even caresses in places where a father shouldn't touch his son. I never felt anything, except disgust.