Chapter 42 Trevor's Visit And Return

• The weekend home was refreshing. I had a chance to reconnect with my friends and spend time with my parents. I spent part of my day with my dad and Beta Vereen going over pack business and sharing with them the projects we have been working on at the academy. I shared my teams plan for the upcoming project and both my dad and Beta Vareen were impressed by my team’s ability to look at the big picture. They were impressed that we had a plan to strengthen the smaller packs. They agreed that the smaller packs were usually targeted first when an attack was planned against the kingdom. The rebels would take over the smaller packs and force them to fight in their army. The smaller packs are put on the frontlines of the enemy’s army and are the first to die. We definitely don’t want that to happen to any of our alliances. Dad told me that he was proud of me for thinking of the kingdom and not just focusing on our pack.
• Dad and I talked about my future. He asked me about thinking about the type of person I will choose for the Luna of this pack. Now that my fated mate is not an option, I have to take a lot of things into consideration. Dad warned me that a lot of shewolves would try to seduce me just for the power of being the luna of our pack, but I need to be careful and choose wisely. Dad also warned me about having casual relations with shewolves, because they could take it wrong and think we are in a relationship, when I’m just being casual. I let my dad know, that at this point, neither I nor Convel are interested in having any sort of relationship. We are still healing and coming to terms with the fact that my stupidity lost Seleste and that we will one day have to see her happy with someone else. Don’t get me wrong, I am happy that she will not have to go through life suffering for my actions, but now that I an aware of what I did, I wish she could live happy with me. I know that will never happen. There is no mate bond between us anymore. All I can hope for is that we become friends again.
• I spent a little quality time with my mom before meeting up with Ben and hanging out with my friends. I miss having the one-on-one time with my mom. I’ll admit I am a momma’s boy. I can truly talk to my mom about anything. Mom knows when to listen and when to offer advice.