Chapter 26 Trevor- After The Party

• We all leave the ball room slowly. I take Shana and walk out to my car. She has been quiet since everything began. I know many people were looking at her and blaming her for me rejecting Seleste. I will let the pack know I planned and made every decision on my own. I chose Shana. She did not target me. She is really a nice person and does not deserve the hate of the pack. They are really upset that they lot their true luna. I finally understand what everyone was trying to tell me. Truthfully, I’m at a lost right now. I don’t know what to do moving forward. I do know that I can’t hold Shana to our agreement. She deserves to find her mate and not all the drama that will come my way over the next few years.
• As we pull in front of her home, I realize that neither one of us has said anything the whole drive here. I guess we were both deep in thought. I need to apologize to Shana. She trusted me to do the right thing, and I screwed everything up.
• “Shana, look, I’m sorry about how that went. I have no excuse for the things that happened tonight. I want to say that I thought I was doing the right thing, but truthfully, my pride and jealousy were driving me. I’ll admit that I was jealous of the respect Seleste received from the pack. Regardless of how I felt or believed, I should not have dragged you in the middle of all of this. I hope you can forgive me. I will make it clear to the pack that you did not know that I was planning to reject my mate or try to drive her out of the pack.”