Chapter 38

• I slept with my stepfather as if Javier and Ethan weren’t enough stress. She screamed at the back of her head.
• Her behavior stunned her as she recalled how she was continually hurling herself at the gentleman. She had no guilt. “Welcome Lucas,” she added hastily, a big grin on her face. Sandra couldn’t forget about last night. So she pushed herself at him and held him, murmuring, “Do not be shocked Lucas, I am a hugging monster,” she said to his ear as she clutched him.
• I realize I’m a jerk, but I did not know the man was going to be my stepfather. How am I going to deal with both of them? I can’t say I blame him. I was not raped by him. I just can’t bring myself to fabricate a rape tale. I raped the gentleman if it’s rape. My misfortune made me chuckle. First, I became separated from Javier and ended up sleeping with my soon-to-be father. I can’t even call that man 'daddy.' I called him 'daddy' all night. Should I preserve my face and tell my mum everything, but I can’t guarantee I won’t sleep with this guy again if he remains in the house? I know well that I’m a sex wuss. There’s no denying it. After so many thoughts, Sandra retired to her room and fell asleep.