Chapter 261 May's White Lies

I had the will to live and didn't want to leave the world so soon. That was why I would be willing to try the surgery even if I was reluctant to do it on the inside since it would help with my illness. Deep down inside, I knew that I was unwilling to leave this world.
At this moment, it felt different than I was with Nicholas before, probably because it was Shawn. I would give up on everything, but not him! Although I looked like I had everything, I had nothing. The only warmth I had was given to Shawn, but he would never forgive me again. In the end, Shawn was just my fantasy.
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