Chapter 144 My Past Is Worth His Respect

• "What happened today was all planned by Kevin. He wanted to know who you would choose between Nicholas and me, so he placed you where humanity was at its weakest… That will be your past. The feeling Christopher and Nicholas had brought to you was genuine and is a part of your life. It can be said to be your youth, and I won't force you to forget it neither should you forget. You can keep all those beautiful or sad memories, and when you finally decide to let the past go, you can come to talk to me. Don't worry because I won't laugh at you about how stupid you were to love someone. Those memories make up your past and are all worth my respect."
• His words stunned me for a moment, and I reflexively raised my head to meet Shawn's eyes. He had lowered his gaze and was now looking at me. There was a sense of warmth in his usually calm, cold eyes, which immediately caused my heart to feel the same way too.
• That was a feeling no one had ever given me. Shawn has always respected every aspect that made me 'me' and he never misunderstood or quarreled with me. Also, he would always think about the problems from my point of view. Such a perfect man naturally deserved other people's respect, and his perfection made me less compatible with him as I didn't deserve to have such a perfect man.