Chapter 38 Fall Asleep

• IT’S UNDERSTANDABLE that the name he’s mentioning is his sister-in-law. He is suffering from hallucinations. Besides, I was not ignorant of how he feels for Lara.
• But why is the world allowing this guy to be in pain? I understand heartbreak, so why do I feel compelled to blame the sky when I look at this one? He was constantly at the top of his game, and he has nearly everything—a prosperous life, a happy career, and a stable business.
• Now I understand that there was no such thing as a perfect life. Everyone has challenges in life; whether it is a matter of money or a family problem, there’s always someone who will put your own resilience to the test. It aches to realized that we're going through the same thing right now. But since I had no choice, I tried to cope up, but when I looked at him, I couldn't. I want to feel bad about myself. Now I understand why it was termed heartache. It's a deep, unexplainable sensation in your chest. The agony isn't acute or dull, but rather like a bomb that might explode at any moment.