Chapter 18 Sunday Dinner

• Nikolay’s p.o.v.
• I had the worst night ever, I couldn’t sleep and every time I closed my eyes I saw Alayah. I know she is safe with Dad and Mara, but I hate the fact that we caused her to run and that we hurt her when we didn’t believe her. Anton has been guilt written too and no matter what anyone says he can’t forgive himself for not believing her.
• Noah and Nathan look as awful as I feel and when Nero walks into the kitchen I want to punch his lights out, the fucking Moron has a huge smile on his face. Noah nearly blows when he sees Nero’s face, but I think we all hate him just a little when he tells us about his dream. I nearly came in my sweat pants when I heard him talk about what he did with Alayah in his dream and by the looks of it none of my Brothers are doing better.