Chapter 52

• A few days go by and I comment to Bryan about the part of our contract that he has broken. He simply says it's my fault, that now he can fuck whoever he wants, he's very angry with me, but it's my fault, this is making me sad.... He having sex with whoever he wants and me here desiring this man every day.
• London, 30 May 2015
• A month and a few days go by and I see every day Bryan with a new woman, it makes me angry and disgusted, but it's my fault and he doesn't care about me. What he wants is to satisfy himself, I can't do anything about it except give myself away and I don't think it's right, I shouldn't do that.