Chapter 82 Steven Is A Cheater

• I came back to my room; broken and crying. He locked his room and left me outside to cry. I wasn't crying because I loved him and he is mad at me or I want him by my side, but I was mad at myself. Slowly slipping down and perching on the floor, I rested my head back on the door behind me.
• "How?" I asked myself, "how did you not see Giselle what he has been doing to you?" I was crying uncontrollably. "he had always bullied me, hurt me, said mean things and yet I accepted to be his girlfriend? Where did I dump my self-esteem? Was being with him worth all this pain?" I kept breathing loudly, "why did I let him play me like this?" I wondered, "this is all a pattern, he always makes a mistake, then does one sweet thing to cover up his wrong deeds and I always end up forgiving him."
• "He helped me in the office because he wanted to punish me later, he always does that. He saw me in the cabin with Steven, he forgave me instantly only to force me to lie about Steven in the office, which I didn't do, so he decided to touch me which he knew I would not allow, hence he can play hurt and give me a chance to save my relationship by sleeping with him. "I uttered to myself, "he is not okay, this isn't love." I muttered, feeling angry at myself. I made myself look like a fool, fear of what people will think, thinking Lauren actually cared for me, thinking Tucker and I make a good couple, I fooled my own self.