Chapter 149

• It was an odd evening all the way around. Mom and dad had purposely gone out for the evening with the hopes perhaps that Bella and I would thus have some privacy to spend that last night alone together. They had likewise given everyone else the night off, as well as the follow day off too. So even Doreen and Andy, along with Irene were away. The only two people at home, Bella and I. Me in my room, and as far as I knew...Bella in hers.
• By ten I was going stir crazy. I'd already made up my mind, I would indeed fuck her one last time, if that's what she really wanted. But I'd do it on my terms, not hers. In a nice comfortable bed, not on some fucking hard stone bench regardless of it's symbolic meaning. To hell with that. I opened my door, headed down to her room. She wasn't there. I called out, looked around, and then went outside. Her car was gone. Bella wasn't even fucking home!
• Pissed, I went back to my room, slammed and locked the door and sat there staring at the clock as it ticked away slowly approaching midnight. "Fuck her!" I thought to myself. "Fuck this! I don't need this shit!"