Chapter 143

• Blair
• Fuck, am I messing up? Am I using this to hurt them? To push them away? Is Faye right? I turn my head as I debate it. If I do this, there’s no going back. It will hurt them… I think. I’m being impulsive because I’m pissed about what they did. They probably said it as some fucked up way to protect me, not control me. Not like him…
• Fuck. Billy’s lips run down my neck as I open my eyes, ready to push him away. I can’t do this. Even if I hate them, even if they annoy me and I want to jump their bones and also kill them.