Chapter 28 Care In The Holding 3

• Chana on top, raised herself up. She was radiant. Her eyes were joyous, Laura ran her fingers through her dark hair, which stood up from her head. Chana kissed Laura's breasts, her belly, as she moved down to Laura's cunt. There she became the explorer, parting Laura’s lips and searching the area gently with her fingers, then licking her Kissing her. Sucking softly. Laura kept her hands in Chana's soft hair to anchor herself as she rocked her pelvis. She felt vulnerable with the absence of Chana's chest against her own, with the open air embracing her there instead, but she could feel love in Chana's mouth on her if she allowed herself to feel there between her legs. It was hard for her to allow full attention concentrated on herself when she was not in the process of actively giving. But she talked to herself: Said take it. Let her love you. Let her find her own pleasure in this. Trust. The receiving required more trust for her than the giving. But when she was able to take in the giving, she glowed inside and moved her pelvis in a way that welcomed Chana's loving. She felt very full. She was on the verge of orgasm. She was on the verge of tears. What would it mean to cry in this woman's arms the first time they'd ever made love? She did not come. She did not cry. Chana came back to hold her full length, her lips next to Laura's ear. Spoke in her soft voice, “I want you to come.”
• Laura’s lust peaked at this spoken desire. “I'm moved by the way you touch me, the way you kiss me,’ she said, knowing as she released these words, they would take her past the tears.
• “You can feel that. . .and, still come,” Chana said with quiet assurance.