Chapter 127 Slut Note

• I love the way you look at me when I do this. Your eyes, your expression, everything. I know how much it turns you on to watch me pleasure myself in front of you. You always seem so turned on after seeing me play with my pussy and fuck myself. It's made me wonder if there is something about watching me that gets you off as well. Maybe it's just because you like knowing what a slut I can be. Knowing that I'm only really using you for sex, even though we are married. Watching me make myself cum while thinking about all the other guys who've fucked me makes me feel so dirty. But that just makes me want to fuck you even more!
• I'm sure you'd prefer me to use my fingers instead of a toy. That would probably turn you on more than anything else too, but I really enjoy masturbating with toys. Especially vibrators and dildos. They just make everything feel so much better. The vibrations are nice, but the shape of them feels amazing inside my pussy. I think it must be because they're meant to go inside someone else, so their shapes are similar. Having something hard and thick sliding into me while I rub my clit is such an incredible feeling.
• I get especially wet when I use my favorite toy, which is shaped like a cock. And not just any cock. A big fat one! It has balls too, but I don't usually use those. I always keep it shaved smooth, so that it slides right up inside me with no problems. Just like real cocks do. When I masturbate with my toy, I imagine that it's your cock that's fucking me. I let myself pretend that you're the one filling me up with hot cum. My fantasies have gotten pretty wild lately, and I find that I'm getting really turned on by the idea of having sex with another man. Not just anybody though. I need you to choose him for me. He needs to be handsome and strong, and he should be able to fuck me good.