Chapter 25

• Reality has downed on me now, and I manage to find my way back to my room with just one question in my mind: "Why Alice?" And why me".
• Yes, I get that she is my friend, but she is too little to help me in anyway, and I feel so jealous that she is what she is. I'm not really jealous, though; it would have been better if she was older.
• "Oh shit!. It's today". I finally stand up from my bed with a strange headache and an aching eye. Thank God I circled the 28th date on my calendar; if not, I would haveunintentionally skipped the whole ritual.