Chapter 63 Bailey

• I had spent the rest of the day alone in my room. The incident with the Beta caused me to feel the need to curl up in bed. I wanted to be alone. I had been struggling with the thought of Harley finding his fated mate. I know it was crazy. It truly felt like I had suffered a major loss… yet he was never mine to lose. Maybe I just allowed myself to get a little too close… and nothing had really happened between us… but I knew feelings were there. They were developing. The promise of a chosen matebond had meant everything to me. Knowing someone saw me as enough…
• And then for Beta Asher to so coldly throw what felt like my loss back in my face when he had seen how much it was hurting me had been difficult. I had wanted to speak to my Mum, but she wasn’t answering my calls, her messages in response to my calls told me things were a little hectic in the pack… hmm, yeah, I can only imagine if my Dad and Jordan had gone in there all guns blazing.
• But, again, not one of them would update with me any news. When I messaged them to see how things were going, all I got was “All going ok.” Or “A work in progress.” Or “Don’t worry.” I mean, come on! Don’t worry?! How was a girl meant to not worry when nobody would tell her anything?! Do they not realize how a mind works?!