Chapter 118 Bailey

I always set my alarm early when I need to be up for a certain time, as I am terrible at actually getting up. I need four or five alarms before actually getting up. So being woken up by Asher tossing me forward at the sound of my alarm had been a bit of a shock. Even more a shock was him suddenly deciding to join me in the shower… but now that his arms were around my waist and his naked body was pressed up against mine, I was not going to complain. I know it is maybe wrong… but fuck… it feels good… and it feels kind of right. It makes me curious how everything else could feel with him.
His kisses make me feel like my whole body is a tingling mess or that it is on fire, so I have been curious about what else his touch could do… but we have always been a little tentative. I am anxious. He would not be my first boyfriend, but he would be my first time… I knew after Miles there would be no fated mate that I would be expected to wait for, but the times I came close to doing things, something stopped me… it just never felt right… but there was something with Asher that did feel right. A connection I can’t explain…
I have wanted him like nobody else. And that feeling had only got stronger. Did it scare me? Hell, yeah, but at the same time, he and I did not have fated mates now. We were single. No complications. We liked one another… And his touch felt good. So fucking good…