Chapter 50

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• When I left Adrian in my room yesterday I felt weird and I don't mean my scalp was hurting from the hair pulling, it was a gust of heat. It flashed over me so fast but I felt it, it made me scream because it felt like I was in hell for a second. I cleaned my face in one of the bathrooms before I returned downstairs, without my panties. I felt different without them but I didn't mind the feeling much.
• My cheap flowers as Adrian proclaimed are in a vase across the room, I brought them here last night. The stare Adrian graced me with when he saw me taking the flowers upstairs was spine chilling. At dinner, I sat next to him with Molly on the other side. I tried to eat as much as I could but Adrian had my sole focus, he had tried to touch me under the table but I caught his hand and we ended up holding hands throughout dinner. Even the touch of his hand made me feel helpless but I liked it, no one would ever make me feel this way ever.