Chapter 39 The Beast I Have To Tame

• I had to move fast and pack the things I had before I stayed in the Pack Manor. I didn’t know why it mattered, though. I only had old raggy clothes, a pair of old shoes, and the black handkerchief that Master Ralph gave me after we said our goodbyes that night when I was sent to Alpha Edison’s place.
• I took the black handkerchief inside my bag, where I kept my old things. I was so devastated with utter sadness as I felt the softness of the fabric in my hands. I still couldn’t believe what Master Ralph told me. I couldn’t believe I was that important to him. But whatever we feel for each other, it was already too late. We couldn’t take back the time and fix everything.
• We were all messed up as we both suffered the agony that we caused ourselves. There was no turning back. No matter how I tried, I couldn’t stay at either of them. Besides, I still had no idea what I was for Alpha Edison. It was only with my perception of him that I could tell I was slowly getting into his heart. Too bad, because no matter how much I wanted to stay, I couldn’t. I was not the right kind of Luna for him.