Chapter 30

After Chris went to his room I stayed there for a while and went into my room. I changed into sweatpants and laid on the bed.
‘Congratulations sir’ As soon as I closed my eyes to sleep Noah’s words repeated in my mind with great pain in my heart. Fuck.. Urghh.. My head hurts. I got up from the bed and went to Noel’s room. I looked at my son that Julianna gave birth to. Urghhh.. Fucking hell. Why was I so ignorant? I laid beside Noel and hugged him so tightly but I couldn’t fall asleep. I was thinking about everything and every memory made my heart ache.
Finally it’s morning. Urghh.. My head hurts so fucking much. Shit.. I couldn’t sleep all night. With that I got up from the bed and looked at Noel who was still sleeping peacefully. My heart softened because of him. I went out of his room and went into mine. I quickly grabbed a shower and changed into a normal black shirt and black pants as I put my shirt inside of my pants slightly. After I was done I looked at the time and it’s already six in the morning. I knew Chris was also sleeping in this hour so I quietly left the house and drove the car to a flower shop. I bought a bouquet of white roses for Noah and drove to see him.