Chapter 210

• ‘Seyah, I’m going now, I knocked your door but I think you were sleeping so I wrote this. I made dinner for you. Eat and sleep early, don’t wait for me because I’ll be late tonight.’
• Okay......... I didn’t have anything to say but I didn’t want to eat too. So I went to my room and washed my sweaty body because I ran to see him. I sighed as I remembered the kiss Eliza gave him. I knew that bitch would definitely kiss Seth so that’s why I kissed him before, I didn’t want Eliza to be his first kiss but what if they sleep tonight? Seth said that he’ll be late tonight. NO.. I don’t want him to sleep with her. I couldn’t control my tears because of the fear and the hurt I’m feeling right now.. I came out of the bathroom and sat down on the bed. I don’t care about time but I’m gonna wait till he comes home. I stayed in my room and I was scared because I was the only one in this big house. I looked at the time and it’s 9.00 p.m only three hours left but I’m gonna wait for him. I didn’t eat and I didn’t even go downstairs. I just waited for him.
• It felt like a hundred years and sometimes it felt like time had stopped. I kept looking at the clock and now it’s 12.00 a.m, it’s midnight but he’s not home yet. Is he with Eliza? Are they having sex? My mind was screaming with those questions. Again my eyes filled with tears because it hurts so much. I blamed myself for telling him my feelings. If I didn’t tell him, he would never agree with Eliza. I again looked at the clock and it’s 2.00 a.m. I’m just waiting for him and it’s been 8 hours but he’s not home yet. I couldn’t help but cry. I was scared to stay alone in this house and also I was scared to lose him... why did this happen to me? Why?