Chapter 61 Jake

• My head is still a blur of information. A blur of memories of what just happened. I can’t believe what has just gone down. This is not like me. Not like Jaxx. I feel empty. Unsure what to feel. This was the mate the moon goddess had picked for me. Yet I had chosen to kill her. Yes, to protect someone, but I had still decided to kill her. Maybe I could have just pinned her, not fully attacked?
• So many doubts are filling my mind. So many questions. But Jaxx would not come forward to communicate with me, so I would be able to ask if that would have been an option. I don’t think he would have killed his mate if he thought he had any other option. I know how much he wanted his mate. Yet I can’t get over the fact we killed her.
• I followed Knox from his office to his lounge. Ruby is no longer here. Where is she? I want to make sure she is ok. If I am struggling, then she must be too. I know how much she hates violence, so witnessing that had to have been hard on her. Was she feeling guilty too?