Chapter 177 I Went Back To He Hotel

• I went back to the hotel and hurriedly threw my things in my suitcase. I was a sobbing wreck the entire time, barely able to see because of the tears streaming out of my eyes.
• I didn’t want Derek to come back and find me here. I wanted to be gone. Now.
• For the same reason, I didn’t want to say my goodbyes to anyone else in the band. I felt bad about it – especially about not saying goodbye to Ryan – but any extra second that I spent in the hotel was another chance Derek had to find me here and start the whole nightmare over again. I couldn’t take that risk. As soon as my bags were packed, I called the front desk, took the elevator to the lobby, and jumped in the cab they had waiting.