Chapter 73

• I feel so blessed to have him in my life. Everything seems so surreal. Like, I never thought that the person I hate the most would be my redemption; would become my everything. I took a shower and walked out and saw no one. I sighed and wore my clothes.
• I sat on bed and looked at my wedding ring. I smiled sadly looking at it. A lot has happened ever since our marriage, Christian broke me and then fixed me and when we are about to start our lives anew, I was truly defiled and then again he devoted his life to make me feel pure and he was successful in it, he gave me a life no one could. He made me feel loved, protected, safe and pure. I feel so secure in his arms, I feel so loved. Ah, how I used to hate his touch, his presence and now the same presence give me serenity. These feelings are filling my heart. I feel so complete, I have everything in my life, I don't want anything but him. He is my salvation, he evokes such affectionate emotions in me that I feel so connected to him.
• Now, he gave me every happiness, I also want to liberate him from his fears. I want to make him the happiest man alive like he made me the happiest woman alive. He had suffered enough, I want to be his redemption, I want to give him the love he died to receive. I don’t want him to be sad anymore.