Chapter 11

• My eyes slowly opened when the sunlight penetrated through the curtains. I adjusted my vision and the realization hit me like a truck as I realized that my soul is corrupt now. I have lost my innocence, my purity.
• I have just survived the most horrendous night of my life. The feeling of revulsion because of last night made me want to puke; I feel repugnant. These unbearable flames that are killing me from inside are causing me to fall apart. Depression took over me in just one day, I'll turn insane but I have no choice but to keep these feelings in my heart and bear this undesirable feeling of being used over and over again. Filled with heartbroken thoughts, I want to cry at my agony.
• I shifted my gaze and saw Christian standing in front of me. My eyes widened in horror as I quickly sat up and pulled duvet over me to hide my exposed yet defiled form. By looking at his absolute dominant form I began to shudder in fear. He narrowed his eyes at me and I laid down and hid myself under the duvet quivering in apprehensions.