Chapter 18 Stranger

• I didn't want to remember the things that happened to me, but I couldn't control my dreams. Everything felt real, even the pain of feeling Andrew squeezing me. He was on top of me, forcing me to kiss him, touching my body, ripping my clothes off.
• Anthony was the only one I felt safe with, despite his bold attitude when I considered moving out of his house. I really didn't want to leave, but I felt like I needed to think about things away from him.
• Being by his side was comforting and I knew he would never hurt me. This could influence my real feelings and I didn't want to confuse brotherly love with love between a man and a woman.