Chapter 17 Owned The World

• I had no intention of frightening her with my obsessiveness, but when I heard that she was leaving my home, I was overcome with insecurity and anger that made me act as if I owned the world.
• I was feeling rejected by the fact that I revealed such feelings to her and Ellen simply says she is leaving. I could see her desire for me, but I didn't understand why she was distancing herself.
• I ended up throwing it all away when I let my brute side grab her and command her like that. I knew that the girl had just gone through a hard time and maybe that was why she wanted to leave my house, however, the thought of not seeing her every day, feeling her so close and watching her, even though she was far away, would drive me crazy.