Chapter 34

• I wondered if it occurred to him that that was gonna rest in my brain for my whole life. To be honest, I hated how I felt good and at the same time being frustrated by the whole moment.
• What frustrated me was the fact that he was toying with me. I was just like a doll that he would touch, beat, choke, bruise and yell at, at his own convenience.
• I felt a tear itching behind my eyes and I blinked it off. I realized I had shown him my weakness and he took advantage of it. Maybe I needed to stop being emotional, stop acting weak and stop begging him to not hurt me. I was literally feeding his ego by showing him I was weak.