Chapter 67

• "I know there's something that's really eating up your little mind. But you need to eat, I won't force you this time, I'll keep the plate on the breakfast table. Please come and have it. If not for you then at least for the baby. And my duty here is to take care of the baby especially. That's what Master Daniel said" She said leaving me with my thoughts.
• See! Here comes the reminder. BABY BABY BABY! Everyone only cares about the baby. Even Maria. Because Daniel told her to take care of the baby. It hurts alright?! When your husband or boyfriend only wants a baby from you. I feel like baby machine. May be that is why he's with me. He'll enjoy with Natasha while I stay here with the baby at home like a good, dutiful housewife! Fuck! This is what my life is. I feel like a burden on everyone. I know my thoughts go too deep without any reason. But it's obvious. I trust him, a lot, that's the reason I doubt. If he breaks my trust then I don't think I'll be able to live. He doesn't even know how much I love him. Sure he cares about me, he claims that he love me, and I do believe all his words like a blind fool. I already got 7 missed calls from him and that's fucking annoying me. I don't feel like talking to him, so I just quickly switched my cell off. And now that really feels like a big relief.
• I went back into my room, not before locking the door safely. I think I need to be alone for some time, without any Daniel tension. I laid down on my bed, tired with my life. Everyone's lying to me. Dad, Mom, Uncle Anthony and now Daniel. Great! Just Great!