Chapter 214 The Night Before The Wedding Secrets Of The Highlander Ii

• Duff.
• I don't like feeling weak, nor for anyone to know my weaknesses. That's why I preferred to be alone, rather than the world knowing what had happened to me, or the cause of my psychological illness. Not even my therapists had gotten to the root of my problem, I don't like being a victim of anything, I already was when I was eight years old, never again. That's why I reacted like I always do. When she asked me about my Misophobia, I felt cornered, the feeling of betrayal is something very recurrent in my life, and for a few seconds I felt that way, because of the woman who, at this moment, is the most important person in my life. The woman who, at some point, not too far away, will force me to analyze my feelings, because the idea of losing her makes me want to destroy the world. But not today, not when I'm vulnerable, I looked at her, I was nervous, and I couldn't stay still, moving from one side to another. Her gaze reflected feelings that confused me, one of them I had only seen once in her eyes, it was fear, I remembered it from the time we met, when she asked me not to do anything to her, that she was a virgin. The others were the ones that disoriented me, and made me react. Sadness and guilt were not feelings I would associate with my goddess nymph. I would prefer a thousand times to face her anger than that sensation, I didn't like seeing that on her face, I wanted to see her tempting, teasing, angry, happy, I would even prefer to see her exploding with rage, rather than seeing her with guilt or sadness. So I did what I had never done for anyone, not even that horrendous being who gave me life. I said everything I felt being by her side, and what she made me feel, how happy it made me to have found her and my fear of losing her. So her kissing me and asking me to make her mine again was all I needed, this woman drove me crazy, she nullified my will, she made me her slave, and the worst part was that I willingly submitted to everything she asked of me. Despite the fear of being betrayed again.
• Cathaysa.