Chapter 171 "Surrender, Desire, And Regret" I

• Cathaysa.
• What happens to some women when certain men speak to us, like this man has spoken to me? It happened to Judith Flores with Eric Zirmmerman in "Ask Me What You Want," it happened to Anastasia Steel with Christian Grey in "Fifty Shades of Grey," and it happened to the fighter and rebel Scarlett O'Hara with Rhett Butler in "Gone with the Wind." I don't know if you understand what I mean, but the moment this man told me that I was his, that he was going to make me his tonight, my femininity exploded through every pore. I felt more like a woman than ever before, capable of driving a man crazy for me, even if it's just sexually. And you willingly offer yourself for whatever he desires to do with you, as we say in my country, you lose control.
• Maybe it's because no man had ever spoken to me like this in my life. I think I've told you about the punishment that God sent me in the form of controlling brothers, who, unable to control their rebellious sister, exert pressure on the poor guy who decides to approach me.