Chapter 4 Make The Abortion Yourself

• Amanda glanced at Maya. She discovered Maya always purposely acted kind and gentle in front of Damian.
• If Damian had the slightest bit of love for her, she would have revealed Maya's true colors to Damian and tried to win Damian. But now, she has decided to give up. She puts the document down and left.
• When she shuffled back to her office with heavy feet and a heavy head, she could not help but slump over her desk. Suddenly, her head was spinning hard.
• She lost track of time until she finally heard Yasmin's voice.
• "Amanda, why don't you go home and rest?"
• At that moment, Amanda felt so lethargic and sick that her only response was, "Yasmin, let me sleep for a while." Following that, she immediately fell into a deep sleep.
• She had a dream in which she was eighteen again. On that day, she and Damian had their coming-of-age celebration. So, their families decided to co-host the party. That evening, she specifically put on her favorite blue dress, curled her hair, and had her nails done. She planned to confess her love to him.
• After a long, fruitless search, she located him in the garden. As she walked over to him, she heard his friends teasing him.
• "You're an adult now, Al. Are there any girls you like? Maybe you can get engaged," one of them said.
• "Amanda's quite nice. She's always hanging around you," another said.
• When Amanda heard that, she instinctively stopped walking, wanting to listen to what Damian had to say. After all, his answer was vital to what she would do next.
• However, she did not hear his response as someone spoke up first. "Amanda is impossible. Al only sees her as his little sister. Everyone knows the only one in his mind is Maya."
• Maya...
• Then, Amanda snuck a glance at Damian.
• That evening, Damian sat on the stone bench, his legs so long that they barely touched the ground. He had a faint smile and didn't object to what they said.
• "Indeed. Maya is more feminine, gentle, and beautiful, but Amanda is only a little girl. Moreover, Maya is Damian's savior." The boy who spoke was Bane Morison, one of Damian's best friends. He loved teasing Amanda. Every time they met, he would insist on pulling on her pigtails.
• He was also one of the people Amanda hated the most. I'm not a little girl!
• "That's right," one of Damian's friends said. "The waters were so dangerous back then. If she had not jumped down to save you, Damian Cadogan might not be alive today."
• Damian nodded. Finally, there was a response from him as he hummed in agreement.
• Under the moonlight, his face looked very calm. "The spot beside me will always be hers."
• Suddenly, Amanda's heart literally shattered in two when she heard that. She stood there dumbfounded as the blood drained from her face, turning her skin stark white. However, she did not expect her confession would be rejected before it was even given.
• Maya had saved Damian's life, and everyone was talking about it. Customarily, heroes would rescue damsels in distress. In the case of Damian and Maya, however, a young woman came to the rescue of a man.
• On the other hand, Amanda was not aware of the matter.
• She had also fallen into the river, resulting in a high fever. When she finally woke up, she had forgotten about the events and had no idea how or why she had fallen into the river. One of her classmates said she accidentally fell in because she was too playful.
• However, it always felt like she had forgotten something. Unfortunately, try as she might, she could not remember anything about it. As time went on, she completely forgot about it.
• Still, Amanda did not expect Damian to be obsessed with the person who saved him.
• It would have been great if I had been the one to save him.
• Her dream self's emotions seemed to merge with her current emotions.
• At that moment, her heart felt like it was weighed down by a boulder. Her head throbbed, and she mused, Why wasn't I the one who rescued him back then? If only... If only...
• Suddenly, Damian appeared before Amanda in the dream. His eyes were cold and emotionless. "Abort the baby, Amanda."
• Meanwhile, Maya stood beside him, her vine-like arms wrapped around his side.
• "Are you keeping the baby because you want to ruin our love, Amanda?" she asked.
• When he heard the word 'ruin,' his eyes went colder. He stepped forward and grabbed Amanda's chin violently. "Make the abortion yourself, or I will do it personally!"