Chapter 4 I Will Never Let You Go!

• I still cannot think clearly about this and I don't know what to do, I feel so confused, mad, anything all those negative feelings that make me depressed.
• I'm pregnant, with the most dangerous mafia boss's baby.
• This is so unpredictable for me.
• The doctor has come and give me some medicine and vitamin for me and the baby in my womb.
• “But please you can be more relaxed miss, avoid negative thinking that makes you stressed and bad, everything will be okay, stay calm your mind.”
• I just nodded my head and cried, I feel so emotional and this is so unbelievable.
• “Alessia, calm down and relax your mind, as our agreement you need to agree with anything that happened you need to take the risk because you already signed the agreement.”
• “Y-yes, I do, Riccardo.”
• I feel so scared and this makes me more difficult to escape from him, I don't know what to do, and I don't have any friends to talk to.
• I was just locked in his mansion without being able to do anything, even interact with my family.
• “Alessia, I want you completely to be mine, and you must, I will take you to Greece for our marriage and celebrate there.”
• I just nodded my head without saying anything, I feel so afraid of him.
• “Why are you just silent, I hate passive girls! Say anything to me!”
• “Yes, that's okay, I will do anything you want because I already signed the agreement too.”
• “You still look so passive, just like I'm the cruelest man in the world! I don't like your attitude!”
• I am so tired of these conditions, I feel like getting forced into this marriage and anything without my consent.
• “Alessia, look at me! You are mine, and I will never let you go, so you can stop dreaming you will escape from my mansion, once you made a mess with a mafia, you will be never able to escape, or you will die!”
• Riccardo keeps holding my face, and he is talking closer right into my face, this makes me tremble and my heartbeat goes faster.
• I can't stop crying, and he tore up the evening gown that I'd been wearing.
• Riccardo slowly takes off his clothes, I know how it will end.
• I just can't stop crying, and he starts to get closer to me.
• “Alessia, you know I love you and always will! And you are going to become my wife! I'm not concerned about others, only you, the one I love, so I am giving you all of my love, and you can rest assured I will make sure that you get pregnant, I know that I can be very gentle and loving with you!”
• And with these words, Riccardo put himself between my legs and push himself on top of me.
• I can't think straight anymore, this thing is making me crazy.
• “Alessia, you're beautiful, don't cry, you belong with me, now let me go deep into you and make you mine.”
• My breathing becomes quick, and I think it's hard to breathe, and he starts rubbing my inner thigh.
• Riccardo keeps on moving harder against me and my body gets tighter.
• This is killing me because I feel so uncomfortable and in pain, it hurts so bad, and I can't stop screaming and crying because of this pain.
• Riccardo starts kissing my neck and he kisses it so hard.
• As long as he keeps doing that, I can't think of anything else.
• “Please Riccardo doesn't do this to me, don't, stop please!!”
• “Shh, you're hurting me, you're so cute when you're in pain!”
• He starts to rub my sensitive spot, which made me moan loudly, and I felt so bad.
• My body starts to shake so hard, and I can't move my hips.
• “I'm going to do this to you until you beg me to stop, you want me so bad!”
• “Riccardo, don't do it!”
• And as soon as he starts to lick and kiss my two sensitive parts, makes me scream again.
• “Don't, no, please Riccardo, stop!”
• “I won't! Just let me enjoy my pleasure! This is what I've been craving since the first time I meet you.”
• “Stop! Stop! Please!”
• With these words, he put my panties down, and his great package hits against my sensitive spot, it's painful, and I can't stop feeling this pain.
• “Riccardo, please stop! Don't make me hurt, please!”
• “Shut up, little Alessia, and enjoy yourself!”
• And he shoves his big package inside my wetness, I started to scream again, and I can't control it, I sense that it's hurting me so much, but it also excites me and turns me on, and I just scream my name louder.
• “Oh Alessia, you feel so damn amazing! You're so hot Alessia, you're so sexy! I love you!”
• “Ahhhh, oh god. I'm about to explode, you are so tight, Alessia.”
• With this, I immediately come inside me, I could feel the warmth inside my body.
• After he finishes, he pulls out his big package and covers my sensitive spot, then he sat beside me and hold me while I sobbed my tears and my hands are shaking.
• I can't believe that I got pregnant, I knew it would happen someday, but the way it happens today makes me scared.
• “Don't worry, you will be fine.”
• He kisses my forehead gently and tries to comfort me, but I really can't do anything except cry.
• I just want everything to end right now, I just can't understand this situation and I feel hopeless and frustrated.
• “Hey, don't cry, don't cry.”
• “Don't you love me, Riccardo? Why did you marry me? Why didn't you love me?”
• “What do you mean what I said before? I do love you, I told you many times before, but the reason I married you is that we will be a perfect couple, and you should learn to accept everything, we can never change the contract, but if it makes you happy, I'll just fulfill it. Don't think like this, I can't break the contract, I love you.”
• He kisses my forehead again and hugs me tightly.