Chapter 44

• I woke up from that enchanting dream. That's the kind of dream I long to experience. But in reality, would I feel the same? Would I run into his arms and embrace him tightly? Would it be as welcoming as in my dream?
• I myself don't know the answer. Even though I want to say no, my feelings for him haven't diminished that much, but my trust has been shattered. Not just for him, but for most guys I meet.
• Upon waking up, I immediately got out of bed and prepared myself. I needed to distract myself today and forget about that dream.