Chapter 34

• Helen narrates.
• Even though I tried to apologize to Dylan, he didn't want to, and in a way I understood. And it should not be easy for him to know that he had a five-year-old son, and not having seen him grow up. But fuck! I had tried to tell him, but his hideous sister wouldn't let me. And although I had to keep insisting, she won my pride, and then I didn't know what to do.
• I loved Dylan and knowing that he was never with Amanda awoke the desire to fight for him, although I didn't know if he would ever forgive me; but nope He had to. What I wanted most was for the three of us to be happy and calm together like the family we were, and I didn't know what he would do but he would manage to do it. I was laughing to myself, because if he had forced me to marry him before, at that moment I was the one who wanted to force him.