Chapter 47

• SARAH DUNCAN
• I woke up early, unable to stop thinking about what happened yesterday. What was I thinking pointing a gun at Damian Kingston and actually pulling the trigger? If I had killed him, I would be lost today. It was truly an impulsive act on my part, in a moment of anger and jealousy I almost killed him. I don't even recognize myself anymore, this isn't the Sarah Duncan that Arnold and Selina raised. In addition to losing my virginity, I've also lost my sanity.
• After taking a long shower, I sent a message to Andrew and Ava, begging for forgiveness. I kissed Damian to make him jealous, and now I regret using him like that. The atmosphere is so tense that I'm not even sure if I'll see Ava again. Loiusa sent me a message asking us to have breakfast together, as she wants to talk to me and Jade.