Chapter 23

• She had the guts to only tell me this after so many fucken years.
• I can't still believe it. Elijah Carson fucking valentines black! Is that why the teacher just assumed I'm the father and said Mr Carson? Is that why the kid said Carson valentines black? Does he know I'm his dad? How the fuck did Sofia do this. Is this why she was begging me for my forgiveness? Is this why she kept saying I'm sorry please don't hate me!
• He must be three years. I missed three years and fucking months of his life. My little boy grew up without a damn father. Three years and a few months he didn't have a father, and it's all my fault. She was pregnant and I threw her out of the house. It was at night and I didn't even think. I threw her out of the damn house without letting her explain anything.