Chapter 40 Calix – Stupid Moves

• After what I said yesterday I was relieved to see her come out of her room. To see her celebrating her birthday like she should have on her past birthdays. I have watched how she radiates with awkwardness every time we give her a gift.
• Maybe giving her a present for every year of her life was too much, but she needed showing how amazing she is and what birthdays should be like. It took a lot to plan everything, and I honestly thought I fucked her birthday after what I said and she locked herself away.
• I know it is still there, somewhere in her mind she will be thinking about what I said, so all I can do is hope that today proves to her she is amazing and part of us, part of our family.