Chapter 16 Helpless

• Despite knowing it was impossible, I persisted in trying to push the door, so he could not enter. Nonetheless, with just one effort from the man, I entirely lost control of it and tumbled to the ground.
• It was dark but the depth and his piercing gaze was unmistakable.
• In order to feel no more resentment that was seething in my heart, I tried to stand up and completely ignore him. The memory of Helene begging for pleasure kept lingering in my mind. The way she clutched his arms as their hips moved with rythm— it was as if I was looking at the mirror and it made me disgust myself.